can i get over it?
who can i talk to?
you?
no
surely not
you are my great friend
one who i treasure a lot
but things are changing
i still treasure you a lot
as much as before
however
i cant talk to you about things
as i once told you
the troubles i am having is about the few of us
you always tell me
" tell me your troubles, i will try my best to help you "
yes
i am sure that you will help me if you can
but i still did not tell you the troubles
perhaps the reason is i dun dare to
i dunno what will happen if you knows about my feelings
things may change?
or prehaps the reason is i dunno how to
as you know
i seriously dunno how to express myself
i dunno how to tell you
tell you my feelings
am i supposed to say
" hey, let me tell you sth.
do you know that i feel extra?
do you know that i wish and tried to give up on this friendship? "
thats ridiculous right?
when ____ appearance came
initially i was sad
i knew that i have to give up on this friendship somehow
whether i want it or not
but then afterwards i was glad
i was happy
i want her to take my place to hang out with you all
at least
you all did not lose a friend
you guys are still going to enjoy yourselves
and you
i am foolish
i admit it
there are so many friends out there caring for me
but i did not care
i still feel that i am all alone
but maybe
unless you are in my shoes
or you wont be able to have my feelings
i told you before
i dun have anyone
you are always with _____
and he now will be with _____
so turned out?
who do i go with?
no one
maybe i will get used to it
as time passed by
can i talk to you?
will you listen to me?
posted by `[ confused ]~ @ 6:44 AM
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